So, I'm sure I'm potentially going to get at least one creepy response to this.

But.

I wish I could be a model. I don't know any photographers who would be willing to photograph me, haha. Plus, it's not like I need a portfolio for anything because I don't meet the standards for any sort of modeling. I'm too short and too chubby. I wouldn't even be suitable for Suicide Girls because I don't think I'm interesting looking enough.

I always wanted to be a model when I was a little kid, but I never told my mum because I knew the word "expensive" was involved. When I finally told her, she wished that I had told her years before, because she would've let me be one.

*sigh*

Maybe I'm just THAT self-absorbed, I don't know...but sometimes I feel pretty, and I wish I could show those days off to everyone and prove that people can still look good, but be sick and in pain inside because of invisible chronic illnesses.